Ups and downs

This blog is more like my own blog rather than a family blog at times ;P

Just last week, I made it "public" on this blog to tell people I'm pregnant. In fact, for the last few weeks, I have been going round "informing" friends about my pregnancy. Not sure if its not meant to be this way. Just when I thought everything is going well for this pregnancy, a check up yesterday didn't bring good news. Gynae found that baby is a little small for her gestational age. I am to follow up with another scan to determine to check if my placenta is not able to offer adequate nutrition to the baby and whether the blood flow between placenta and baby is ok. Now I am stress out, super worried and at loss. What have I done wrong again?

For the last few years, been through a lot trying for another kid. Sometimes, I thought maybe its because of my work stress. Now that I quit and stay at home, things are not that smooth either. Maybe it is really age is catching up... Maybe it is true that older women have more problems with pregnancy. Maybe this... maybe that...

Pls pray for the baby, me and my family (I know Johnny is worried too but he tried not to show it so that I won't be even more worried). I really hope baby will grow over the next month and come into this world normal and healthy.